Today my chest is comprised of the mud that fills the Swamp
of Sadness.
Its weight pulling me
down down, fusing my above as one with my below.
Then I am asked to walk.
I absorb my darkest clothes,
(Taking on the Gothic persona that reflects my state)
Imagine my lips painted a shade of mourning,
And flop out into the world around me,
Each movement forward a blobulous smash against the earth.
I am slow
I am sad
I am slipping into a space that I fear I may not escape
from.
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Hard day. Tomorrow is my big personal work day where I try to get my writing into InDesign. Wishing myself luck and focus. (ha - we'll see)
love
CB
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